WPPI (Wedding & Portrait Photographers International) convention is in town! It is my first year attending, although I've been meaning to attend for a while now. Just took my first couple of classes tonight which were decent. I'm looking forward to tomorrow's set of classes. The convention couldn't come at a more perfect time. I've been restructuring my business... well... more like "structuring" my business. My business had to have a structure in the first place in order to "re" structure it. ;)
I've only been out of college for about 2 months and I am already learning so much. I've created a more professional Pricing Brochure and incorporated new marketing strategies. I've been using what little money I make from shoots on more equipment. I've dabbled in nightclub photography which was an interesting experience. However, after listening to tonight's speakers at WPPI, I've realized just how caught up I've been with the "business" side of things.
While being a smart business person is extremely important in my industry, I feel that I've been neglecting the technical aspect. I think the last time I just went out and shot photos "for fun" was when I was in school! This was an extremely disappointing realization. I want to grow as a business, but I also want to grow as a photographer. I'm never going to achieve the latter if I don't practice, practice, PRACTICE. It's easy to forget that there is so much I DON'T know. I miss experimenting with my camera and trying new things. My portfolio in its current state is not where I would like it to be at all. It's difficult to stay focused on the type of photography I eventually want to do. Do I want to be a wedding photographer? No. And yet, I just shot a wedding for the February issue of 944. Do I want to be a nightclub photographer? No. And yet I just did photos for Eve Nightclub. It seems like everything I said I wouldn't do (birthdays, children, etc.), I find myself doing. Everyone is giving me different advice left and right. "No, you shouldn't take on that assignment" or "Yes! Do it for the experience!" or "Just do that shoot for free" or "Are you crazy?! Be firm! Charge them!"
It's hard to make decisions when I still feel so new. On the one hand, I don't want to be picky. I need to take on any assignments I can get! On the other hand, I know my worth. I just spent over 4 years studying my craft whereas some people just pick up a camera and start calling themselves a "professional". It's hard to stand firm when everyone around me just wants a hook up. I realize I don't have "a connection" to get my foot in the door to do the type of photography I really want to do. So I have to pay my dues. I can only hope that eventually everything will pay off. The way I see it: keep as many doors open as possible. Even if certain doors don't lead to where you want to go... Eventually, it may open another door.